why cant i..

writing and revising, staring blankly into space..layan lagu liz phair why can't i..

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
Baby I am dyin' ..pls mr thesis, im begging u~

p/s: had to finalize b4 ronggeng ke kashmir..keadaan agak tegang :(

india trip

Seminggu soblom raya haji abah aku ada kal, bgtau hasrat dia ngan mak nk ke masjidil-aqsa bln 12 thn ni..aku trus recall memori peta dan tekankan word Palestine and Jordan..abah aku mengiyakan..

“nak ikutttttttttttttttttttttttt!!” loud n clear aku jerit..hoho..dan saat yg best bila abah aku kata oke..trus aku buat research psal Palestine n jiran dia Jordan..besa la klu nk msuk sana mna ble direct as it is in Israel (tp kita xleh ada urusan diplomatic ngan Israel, so I just mention Palestine oke) ..balik raya haji baru ni aku bwak balik passport sbb nk kena buat visa..aku pelik sesampainya aku kat rumah mak ngan abah aku mcm main tarik tali nk ke masjidil-aqsa..sembang punya sembang rupanya mak aku mmg nk ke masjidil-aqsa tp biarlah sekalikan ngan umrah..abah plak nk ke gua ashabul-kahfi..dua2 event ni clash..byk jgak konflik dia which is malas aku nk jot down byk2..heh

Lalu aku tnya la cmn ble kuar hal travel ni sbb selalunya family aku klu nk g mana2 guna sistem demokrasi..sapa dpt vote major la menang..

Rupanya awal2 tu abah aku teringin nk g Kashmir, India rupanya.. dok tak dok kena persuade ngan travel agency ke middle-east..owhh..gitu..wateva, diskus punya diskus..dpt satu jln penyelesaian..pi ja suma, insyaAllah..the….errr..aku???aku xkan la nk p suma..parak weyh duit aku..aku ckp aku pi satu dah la..aku amik india ja kottt…mmandangkan india half-price dr middle-east..huhu..travel yg ni mmg aku xsediakan itinerary sbb kami pi guna pakej ja..biasanya mcm tula..mak aku xkan g travel klu xda travel agency..tu dia punya request..klu x, dia mmg xmau ikut mcm kes kami europe tour dulu..baik mak..

aku check itinerary, kami akan check-in new delhi, srinagar, gulmarg, agra, fatehpur sikri, and jaipur..suma travel diatas mmg sigh-seeing kaw2 punya..site movie hindustan and visit dinasti agung india islam (krjaan moghul xsilap aku) ..hrmm, muhammad asyraf juara imam muda jd pengiring kami.. like urmmmm, aaaaaaaarrr..sy nk amek gmbar pls plsssssssssssss ;)

around srinagar and gulmarg (dlm daerah jammu and kashmir)..aku tgok daerah jammu and kashmir ni termsuk dlm Islamabad Capital Territory..(administered by 3 countries: india, pakistan, people's republic of china)..hows interesting.. 

taj mahal (daerah new delhi)

jaipur (daerah Rajasthan)

fatehpur sikri (daerah rajasthan)..aku prsan fatehpur sikri ni ala2 kathmandu, nepal jgak..masa nepal dulu byk binaan mcm ni..

agra fort (daerah uttar pradesh)

memandangkn imam muda asyraf ikut of coz la benda ni psal kembara ilmiah, pengisian rohani, pengalaman n iktibar..ya baaaaiiikkkk..sy akan behave ;)

p/s: dan dan blajar hindi!!

japan trip

Dlm 3 bln lepas mcm tu, sv aku ada minta aku prepare 1 paper ke kyoto, japan..unfortunately, segala perblanjaan sendiri punya..sigh..bila aku tnya apsal nk suruh aku hntar paper kat sana walhal proceeding tu xda la rating or index best pun, slamba dia jwab, “diorang offer sy jd reviewer kat sana..” hmm, dikala itu aku mcm kagum la sat..ya la, satu2 nya wakil m’sia yg jd reviewer kat sana..erm, so aku pun bertngkus lumus la siapkn paper..objktif aku satu, nk jln2 ja..heh, klu nk harapkn rating dia xda la rajin sgt aku p sana..hoho

Paper aku accepted..byk gak komen dia padahal aku br hntar abstrak..aku smbang ngan kak asmat psal hal ni then dia inform aku psal proceeding kami dulu kat Italy was selected msuk journal with high impact..trus aku bkak page dia..dlm hati aku gila senang nk msk jurnal dan xbyk songeh waset proceeding neh..papppp, terpampang next venue kat Tokyo narita, japan..berderau darah aku..trus aku tarik balik paper ke Kyoto..dlm hati aku ada harapan nk hntar ke Tokyo lgi best kot..benefit dia lgi benda ni bole msuk jurnal..yattaaaaaaaaaaa…sukanya, trus aku bajet..spt dibwah:

27 may 2012

Arrive haneda airport at 2230. Take a train to shinagawa (400 yen) and switch to Shinjuku (190 yen).1 hour. Walk check-in at Apartment hotel Shinjuku.

28 may 2012

Take a train to meiji shrine (at harajuku station). Free admission. Next take a train to shibuya. Walk around the town. Next, Tokyo tower and rainbow bridge.

29 may 2012

Disneyland http://www.airasiago.com/travel/show_activity_details.cfm?activityChoiceKey=icrs8iad159518138148&getting_add_ons=false&act_start_index=1&act_last_index=1

30 may 2012

Checkout. Take a train from Shinjuku-nippori-narita airport. An hour duration. Check in Narita U-city hotel. Free shuttle to/from airport Narita.

31 may 2012

Jalan2 area narita. Checkout. Narita airport to haneda airport. Depart, 2330-0630 (+1day)

Flight return haneda: rm 949 (airasia)

Accommodation Tokyo (Shinjuku): rm631.84 (2 pax)

Accommodation narita: rm210.61 (2 pax)

Disneyland: rm 578.28

Public transport reference: www.hyperdia.com

day 1: haneda airport-shinagawa-shinjuku (400 + 190 yen)

day 2: Shinjuku-harajuku-shibuya-akabanebashi (150 yen + 260 yen). Akabanebashi-shinjuku (340 yen)

day 3: -

day 4: Shinjuku- nippori-narita airport terminal 2 (190 + 1200 yen)

day 5: narita airport terminal 2 – nippori- shinagawa- haneda (1200+190+400 yen)

Total without makan 1pax: rm2130.65

Yaaaa, mmg aku dah prepare suma..aku mmg suka plan benda2 mcmni, sbb benda ni motivasi utk aku..besa la berangan sgt sronok..baru bln lepas aku prepare benda neh, aku ajak masyi tp dia tolak sbb alasan nk beli rumah..aku ajak lak abah, dia on tp last2 mak aku xsetuju..aku pasrah..aku xda geng dude!! Xnak aku ronggeng sorang2, mcm bosaann ja..skang suma harapan nk ke japan bye bye ja la..tunggu nxt round  

Pehh, byk betul marriage skang eh..seyes rmai kwan aku da kawen..marriage boom in 2011..the.....err...marriage boom at the age of 26 precisely??ngiaaaa~